Friday, March 11, 2011

korg rs ker ape aku rs????

seronoknya klu sihat. segar bugar kan???tp aku, aku dah xtahan la, gatal2 kat badan nie.klu tgk cermin nmpak gatal2 tue,betul2 buat aku lemah longlai.hancur luluh....fed up dah.tahun lps asyik ulang g spital, klu spital dekat2 xper, ni spital HKL..dahla jauh...pahtu nk duduk dlm bilik pakar, kena belek satu badan mcm tikus ujikaji...aarrgghh...sgt fedap..rindu tym dulu2, tym kulit gebu mulus wlupon xputih mana..nape lps kawen mcm2 penyakit aku dpt????adakah d sebabkan tahap kebersihan ataupon d sebabkan umah aku yg berhabuk sentiasa...mcm na la nak ilangkan habuk2 nie...lps 5 minit sapu, mesti ada balik, yela umah tepi jalan...aku xnaklah jd mcm tahun2 lps...MC cuti sentiasa sbb slalu kna g spital...so aku tahan jer lah...dgn ubat2....huhuhuhu......

Thursday, March 10, 2011

arggg..bestnyer

bestnyer klu enchek hubB ske english song n dedicated lagu nie kat aku smbil petik guitar dia..adoi...i will fall for it...

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they’re not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She’s so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don’t see what I see
But every time she asks me do I look okay

I say

When I see your face
There’s not a thing that I would change
Cause you’re amazing
Just the way you are

And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she’d let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She’s so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you’re searching for
Then just stay the same

So don’t even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say
When I see your face
There’s not a thing that I would change
Cause you’re amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are
The way you are

The way you are
Girl you’re amazing
just the way you are

When I see your face
There’s not a thing that I would change
Cause you’re amazing
just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are

fucking perfect

lagu ni ditujukan khas utk mereka2 yg rs diri mereka bagus......


"Made a wrong turn, once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down
Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated

Look, I'm still around

pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're f*ckin' perfect to me!

You're so mean, when you talk about yourself, you were wrong
Change the voices in your head, make them like you instead
So complicated, look happy, you'll make it!
Filled with so much hatred... such a tired game
It's enough! I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same

Oh, pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're f*ckin' perfect to me

The whole world's scared so I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in line, and we try try try, but we try too hard and it's a waste of my time
Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere
They don't like my jeans, they don't get my hair
Exchange ourselves, and we do it all the time

Why do we do that? Why do I do that?
Why do I do that... ?

Yeah, oh, oh baby, pretty baby... !

Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me
You're perfect, you're perfect!
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing

You're fuckin' perfect to me...

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

memorable


kenangan di floria 2010 putrajaya
d best memory ever

kenangan di genting highland theme park
 

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

muhasabah diri

td ms kat toilet, tgh membuang tu terpikir2 gak..apalah pandangan org len terhadap diri ni...mesti ada perangai kite yg org xske.ye x....???hehehhe...so aku dgn inisiatif sendirik, sedang mencuba2 mencari2 kekurangan diri yg boley meng annoyed kan org di sekeliling....di antaranya sikap aku yg aku xske adalah....

1) aku nie sensitip..tmbah2 skang nie. cpt naik angin, cpt majuk, cpt terasa....(sensitip tu ok, tp aku ni over     sensitip) tp cbe belagak like i'm d coolest girl around..hehehhehe...xbole blaa :P

2) ske sgt bersangka buruk ngn org, seolah2 akulah y paling best, org lain xbest..kihkihkih...skang tgh mencoba2 jadik org yg berfikiran positif dan cbe bersangka baik....

3) xske klu diri ni ketinggalan..klu org len taw cter, aku pon msti nk taw.kdg2 rs mcm bz bodi pon ada, tp tpaksa jd bz bodi, spy aku xtertinggal dr gossip2 liar terkini...hehehhehe....aku kan msti nak d depan....itu lah mslh aku skrg nie...

4) aku cpt xske ngn org...d sebabkan sikap spt ni no 2, aku nie, cpt sgt xsuke ngn org..n bila aku dah xske kat org tue, aku hny akn nmpk jahat org tu jer..kebaikan dia lgsung xnmpak...padahal manusia nie kan dilengkapkan ngn sikap buruk dan sikap baik....dan sbg penyelesaiannya aku cbe dok diam2 n recall balik apa yg org tu dah buat kat aku...klu aku berjaya nmpk sikap baik dia, maka dgn otomatiknya aku akan berjaya menghapuskan tanggapan negatip thadap org tue....chaiyok azfa...kerana sikap ko yg mcm nie slalu membuahkan bunga2 "perang besar" dgn enchek suami.....

5) aku ske rs diri mcm di peralatkan....tambah2 klu aku rs keje y aku buat tue sgt letih n memenatkan (pesakit astma tegar mcm aku mmg slalu nya akan cpt letih n out of gasp)....tp cbe buang perasaan tu jauh2 demi melihat org len bahagia..bak kata laki aku "ati org kena jaga, ati sendirik campak longkang pon xpe"....hehehehhe

6) pemalas TEGAR...wwawawa...nilah sikap aku yg paling ketara skali..aku nie pemalas yg amat2 malas...hehehhe...nsbla dpt laki yg rajin..kuikuikui...(tp kuat membebel, hangin gak aku)....
         * Suami : Yang, amikkan air kat abg...abg hauslah... (sambil tgnnya menguis2 kepok roda ngn mata tertancap tepat ke skrin laptop/TV keciknya...smbil goyang2 montot cbe membetulkan posisi baring/tdo nya....amboi2....mrh nie)
            Aku : MALAS.....
         * Suami : Yang, masakkan abg yang. abg laparlah...
            Aku : MALAS...
         * Suami : Yang, bangunlah yang...g keje...dah kul 6 nie....
            Aku : MALASlah bang... (sambil tarik selimut)....:)

7) aku cpt naik hangin.....n aku cbe ilangkan asap dan api2 yg membuak2 kuar dr tinge idung...dan dr segala sudut rongga badan dgn menghadirkan diri ke sessi "taip laju2 luahkan kat blog"...hahhahahaha....

Sekian la dulu kot...klu ada lg negatif side aku yg korang nmpak tp aku xnmpak...cbe2 lah kawtim slotok ngn aku yer, agar perangai aku nie xmelarat2 ke org len lak...hehehhehehe.....

peace no war....

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