mood poyo

sekang xder mood nak menaip..xder benda nk citer...mood sekang hanyalah mood nak dgr lagu, mood nak termenung, tengok blank screen pahtu menerawang ntah ke mana...

ntah apa dah jadik ngn aku, lemah sgt semangat...kata zul :mental xkuat..

mmg betul pon apa dia ckp..aku mmg akui aku mmg have really low self esteem n xpenah yakin ngan kebolehan diri. klu skali wat salah, kena hukum pahtu aku jd down amat2...mmg amik ms nak bangun smula n fight...aiyok, bosan dowh...mood mandom mcm nie...

get up n rising...RISE n SHINE baby......>kata Dean dlm Supernatural :)

ada satu lagu yg liriknya sgt2 bersesuaian ngn aku sekang...mood poyo2 nie, dgr lagu pahtu jiwang2..tym2 mcm nie, bkn rentak yg aku feel, tp lyrical dia....korg bc la lyric nie....mmmmmm wut can i say..nobody's perfect..i'm no angel n i'm no saint....

When I’m nervous I have this thing yeah

I talk too much

Sometimes I just can’t shut the hell up

It’s like I need to tell someone, anyone who’ll listen

And that’s where I seem to fuck up, 

I forget about the consequences,

for a minute there I lose my senses

And in the heat of the moment,

my mouth’s starts going,

the words start flowing

But I never meant to hurt you,

I know it’s time that I learnt to

Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved

This is a lesson learnt and I hate that I let you down

and I feel so bad about it

I guess karma comes back around

cause now I’m the one that’s hurting 

And I hate that I made you think that

that the trust we had is broken

So don’t tell me you can’t forgive me

Cause nobody’s perfect, no!!!

If I could turn back the hands of time

I swear I never wanna cross that line

I should of kept it between us,

but no I went and told the whole world how I feel, 

So I sit and I realise with these tears falling from my eyes
I gotta change if I wanna keep you forever

Promise that I’m gonna try

But I never meant to hurt you,

I know it’s time that I learnt to

Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved

This is a lesson learnt and I hate that

I let you down and I feel so bad about it

But I swear that I’ll never do it again to you

I’m not a saint, no not at all, but what I did it wasn’t cool

And I hate that I let you down,

and I feel so bad about it

I guess karma comes back around cause now

I’m the one that’s hurting 

And I hate that I made you think that that the trust we had is broken
So don’t tell me you can’t forgive me

Cause nobody’s perfect, no!!!!

P/S : Pls As..tolonglah jadik seorang yg tabah.....

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